**_^Beautiful Surrender^

♥ Saturday, June 30, 2007

Alvin's Bday...

Today is Alvin's bday.. n he is celebrating his 21st bday @ Keat Hong Garden..

but b4 heading to the birthday party.. i meet yan for shopping @ lot 1.. to get perfume b4 the GSt rise to 7%.. haha.. yan n i also bought a DIY Bear kit.. consists of fabrics and instruction on how to sew a bear.. lolx.. we find it interesting.. so we bought n want to have fun.. lolx..

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Back to Alvin's bday party.. i asked yan to join me to go for e party.. coz i dun wan to feel weird there.. as e grp of guys have their better half.. n i will feel damn lonely if i go alone.. haha.. luckily yan agreed to go.. *phew*..

Alvin's parent organise some games.. where forming 2 rows and play scissors, paper, stone.. winners will get in e nxt round.. but aft e first game.. we find it too long to get e champion.. so instead we change e game go challenge e bday boy, Alvin, who ever wins him gets to burst a balloon and den inside there will be a piece of paper with stating e prizes but then if alvin win, then the challenger gotta eat the leftover food OR drink Chivas. Too bad, i did not win Alvin on e game.. there are prizes of "A-$?? (i don't know how much..), B-$10, C-either one bowl of rice or a can of tiger n D-thanks for coming". I really c e guys enjoying e game..

Until it was like 11.30am. Then i accompany yan to wait for bus 300, den i went home. It was nice and day of gathering..

*Happy 21st Birthday, Alvin..*

We know we're getting old
when the only thing we want for our birthday
is not to be reminded of it.

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*I SURRENDER*
-11:58 pm-

♥ Thursday, June 28, 2007

Freaking Bitch...

eeww... i am damn angry today..

there is a freaking bitch in my office.. which she tinks that she is damn pretty and got a nice n outstanding figure.. but the truth is.. she is damn ugly.. n e tummy stuck out like preg...!!!

haa.. i noe i nt in good position to say her.. coz i m ugly n fat too.. but i m nt as proud as her.. coz all out e colleague hates her too.. jus becoz she is closer to big boss n be fav by him den she tinks she is big in office.. n there is rumors tat she is big boss secret lover.. haha.. wat a bad taste.. anyway.. mayb during my first day of work, big boss come n hand shake and welcome me in great smile.. n e office guys comes n find me during tea-break or lunch n offer to gif me a ride aft work.. causing her to be jealous.. n doesnt gif mi a single smile when i greet her morning.. but i dun gif a damn.. pui!!!

e thing tat she make mi angry is..
i send some printing to the shared printer, and went collect right after sending, unluckily she is at the printer collecting her print document too.. upon seeing me approaching the printer.. she jus throw back e documents tat doesnt belongs to her.. (ps. we got culture tat ppl will only collect their documents aft they make multiple printing, n will stack up e tray wif lots of uncollect doc).. ok back to topic.. so went she threw back the documents into the tray, she delibrately 'anyhow' aim, resulting the documents falling all over the floor.. nv even bother to look back n pick them up.. but jus walk away like modelling.. n tat left me.. dotz dotz dotz.. so how??? i m at e printer.. so i have to pick them up.. *angry*

another thing, when the clock hits 5pm.. its time to knock off.. so 1 of my goody aunty colleague n i left together, but we head to the restroom b4 leaving.. after making our nature call.. i saw her coming in e restroom went i step out of the cubicle.. she step in e cubicle i came out from n commented "shit" when she is in.. n went out to another cubicle.. HELLO!, i did nt do any shitting stuff in tat cubicle.. it was scrupulously clean when i get out.. mayb she tink tat only her nature releases are plain water n perfume frag.. so to fight back.. i commented "mama nv teach manners.." n walk off.. haha

she is freaking bitch.. dunno y she is so attitude n e boss still fav her..
conclusion: e boss have eye prob.. haa..

*ANGRY*

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*I SURRENDER*
-11:02 pm-

♥ Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Donut Factory...

I took a day off today.. becoz i wanted to go SIM and ask abt the course.. as Mr Chua and Mr Keow mention RMIT is nt a good in biz.. so i tend to change course to either University of London's Management or University of Manchester's Part-time Biz Management..

So i meet yan in e noon coz she wanted to go SIM to ask abt her course too.. but sad to know the application for both courses are close and next intake will open next yr.. so i decide to work first.. earn some study fees and gain exp.. some how i had influence yan to study marketing.. coz we both love marketing.. as we r nt those office-bound person.. haha..

aft tat we head to Raffles City to meet Zixian n her fren, Bernard.. for queuing for donuts.. i guess everyone had heard abt tat.. e famous donuts in town tat has long long queue.. indeed.. we queued 2 n half hrs for buying donuts.. luckily we went in a grp so we can chat and past time together.. but still legs ache.. i bought only 6.. coz tinking i m only person like donuts in my family.. haa..

aft buying its aldy 4+ 5pm.. so we travel to BPP for dinner n meet jenny.. we had dinner at Cafe Cartel.. n i got my love, Ice-cream wafer!!! haha.. i noe its sinful to eat.. but got to pamper myself once in a while right.. haa..

Jenny came abt 7pm+, today its her last day of work.. coz her course in SIM is starting soon.. so we chatted.. n Jenny updated us, she had broke up with her bf.. haiz.. ther is some arguement bet them n tats e final conclusion.. we somehow console her n welcome her to Single Life.. haha..

took cab hm wif jen aft chatting.. wher yan n xian went for mahjong session.. i m damn tired.. n having a bad running nose.. coz.. i went in pet shop to c cutie doggies wif yan while waiting for Jenny.. nt to blame.. i jus got sensitive nose..

*sneeze*

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. -Herman Hesse

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*I SURRENDER*
-11:00 pm-

♥ Monday, June 25, 2007

Crossroads..

After getting advise from 2 great lecturers, Mr Aaron Chua & Mr Keow, I have decided.. which is to change my SIM programme from Bachelors of Business (Marketing) to Bachelors of Science (Hons) in Business.

Mr Chua mention, SIM business course has got very popular with many ppl, n they n e gov are getting to accept SIM's programme compare private schools offering the same courses. And getting honours in degree will be better. Mr Keow mention, its true RMIT is more recognise in Technology n Engineering courses than Business. And to study Business, UOL will b better coz they are reputatable for business studies as part of London School of Economics.

Looking in part-time n full-time studies, I will still keep to my choice, of full-time coz i can to try score for my degree and b more focus on assignments. I know myself well too, i don't tink i can cope wif full-time work - part-time studies.

However, today i called SIM, the application for UOL Business is close and full.. next intake will only open in aug 2008.. therefore I had made another decision, i will start finding full-time job n i will try on to local uni next yr, if i still dun get in.. SIM - Bachelors of Science (Hons) in Business will be my choice..

Once again, many thanks to Mr Chua & Mr Keow for giving me your valuable advise.. =)

i had made up my mind.. finally......

Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and go to work. -H. L. Hunt

Choose always the way that seems the best, however rough it may be. Custom will soon render it easy and agreeable.-Pythagoras

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*I SURRENDER*
-10:22 pm-

♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007

Route of Life - Studies

hmm.. today went over to Grandma's hse, wanted to settle my load with TCC but in e end got myself in a difficult position as to study in SIM or not..

Cousin Eric, told me alot abt University today, he said, RMIT is nt specialise in Biz, but in Technology, as it's Royal Melbourne Institute of TECHNOLOGY, so stuying Biz with RMIT it's just wasting of $, like you go Jack's place n ask for Fish n Chips.. lolx.. n the course I am applying is not with Honors, tat makes it worse..

he recommend to study in Stansfield, SIC, PSC Academy or even Raffles Institute for a Biz degree.. or under University of London.. wher it is more recognised and cheaper.. cousin eric also mention, work experience is very IMPT.. as now company will employ someone on work experience than certificate level.. so part-time studies is better, as you can apply what you learn immediately n project case studies will be more real life den studying on dead notes.. in addition, sometimes it will call it a day aft 2 hrs of lecture, which will waste time on e rest of e day, also e duration on both part-time n full-time is e same, 3 yrs.. n i can even earn more to pay my education when working on full-time basis..

i don't know what to do now, i am so lost, previously made up my decision, but now e decision doesn't seems to b right.. i didnt blame him on telling me those.. but that's e real fact coz he knows wat e market demand nw, as he is constantly upgrading himself to Masters too..

so should i listen to him? or jus go on with my descision.. mayb i shld make a trip down to the institutes and ask for more information?

mood swing & heart undecidable.. i m totally lost..

my future is in my hands..........

Take your life in your own hands and what happens? A terrible thing: no one to blame. -Erica Jong

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*I SURRENDER*
-10:44 pm-

♥ Saturday, June 23, 2007

NP Graduation Dinner & Dance

yeah.. finally back to blog.. haha.. after sometimes.. wher i cant do my shoutouts, i really went a lil crazy, coz there is no pathway for me to relieve upon..

friends do help, but i don't want to bother them every now n den, they do have their problems too.. so y do i need to add on their loads...

23rd June 07, a day that i need to doll up myself to pretty pretty look.. coz its NP Graduation D&D at Park Royal @ Beach Road. It's a invited event for students who excel in either CCA and academic.. But so what, my excel in academic doesn't give me a place in local Uni too even i scored 3.4 in my passing GPA.. =(

haa.. dun tok abt e sad stuff.. i started preparing myself at abt 3pm+, that I went Sunshine Place salon for hairdo, which cost me $38.. n i did my own makeup aft my hairdo.. About 6pm+, terry called me and says, "Kellyn, you know what, Vell and Khai Ling is still in town for hairdo and hasn't got home to change.." haa.. i really pei fu tat 2 girls.. lolx.. so i called Kaiting and say will meet her first as the 2 girls will b late and terry is fetching them..

I reached Park Royal @ about 7.15pm, wher Kaiting n Qingping are aldy there waiting in e lobby..
after waiting for a while, we decided to go up n tk a look at e crowd.. n it was "wow, people mountain people sea.." lolx.. haa.. we registered and went in n settle down while waiting for e 3..

Met Sam n fren (oops i forget e name) at ther, still e same crappy Sam, haa.. The programme was great, first we got a hilarious MC crapping on e stage, follow by performance of Beat-Box which is of 2nd place in National. And we got Maia Lee to perform, she is real HOT and small build.. lolx.. her singing was good too, and what is funny is a guy offered the door gift to her n dance hot dance wif her on stage.. n he eat her 'toufu' by hugging her, n i tink kissed her too.. OMG.. mayb Sly will kill him.. lolx..

e 8-course dinner offered was nt bad too.. after e performances was games, wher divding e 2 section by winner n champion.. i was in e winner division.. which have games like guessing commercial music, and beauty catwalks.. ther is a lady which give mi deep inpression, coz she frm e champion division, dress in Jappy style, which is SZ's loving type.. her receation was them unexpectable n hilarious.. but in e end, we, winners still win in scoring 11000 to 6200.. lucky draw wif big prizes like creative zen mp3, ipod shuffle and digital cam dun fate wif me.. so i only went hm wif door gift.. haha..

after eveything ended, we definitely proceed to phototaking session.. but e most vain is Vell n Khai Ling, i can c them taking photos frm e starting of event till e end still taking.. lolx..

Mum n dad came fetch me @11.30pm.. so I went hm after tat.. *tired*

The group present (Terry, Qingping, Me, Khai Ling, Vell, Kaiting)

Sam & Me

Benny & Me

Terry & Me

Kaiting & Me

Terry, Me & Qingping (Terry, thanks for e xtra comment)

Javan & Me

The Girls

Guess which foot is mine?? haha.. (Ans in other pics) :p

i will miss you ppl.....

Don’t walk in front of me,

I may not follow;
don’t walk behind me, I may not lead;
walk beside me, and be my friend.

-Albert Camus

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*I SURRENDER*
-11:59 am-

♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Graduation Day...

Yeah.. i graduated.. haha.. tats e days i been looking forward to.. but tats also a day tat i will miss my beloved group of frens and e days we spent in poly..

Pictures speak louder den words.. so pls c e pictures below.. =P

Poly Classmates

Mummy & Daddy

Godmum & Me

Terry & Me

Vell & Me

Khai Ling & Me

The man who graduates today and
stops learning tomorrow is
uneducated the day after.
-Baker

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*I SURRENDER*
-10:35 pm-